
Re: Points Equal money will stop or improve
Hey, Gabriel, I fully agree with your claims represented here. But, really, until we all (as in: entire human race) learn, accept, and live the value system that teaches that we as a whole are single organism, and that the only truth is that of equality, cuz organism waging war against itself can't hope to survive for long (physical body deteriorates and ages faster when being is doing things out of self- interest solely) no system of equality will be seen in our physical reality, whether it's =$4all or RBE- unfortunately that's how it is. Although i'm certain it'll change, change is simply inevitable, sadly, most of the ppl realize this the hard way, by experiencing atrocities generated by our distorted value systems. I, for instance, had a fight (well, a verbal 'fight') with my brother just yesterday, he attacked me that I'm crazy wasting my time studying on computer yelling & screaming at me, that I have no life, I'm crazy cuz I don't have a girlfriend, he almost wanted to physically hit me. He is brainwashed, of course, as many of us are in our modern day society. I looked him straight in the eyes and he was vibrating such fear (rage, spitting while he was talking cuz he was not rational and he doesn't know- yet- how to control his emotions) that he couldn't look and maintain eye contact even for a few seconds. I explained that I love him, I pulled myself closer to him to give him a hug (for him to experience the connection between two human beings), he escaped my embrace with hate & disgust in his eyes (he sees an act of hugging as a sign of weakness lol) yelling & screaming at me that he's gonna restrict my approach to PC since he has bought it and will delete my account cuz it's his and he can do what he wants with it. i explained that we had an agreement when I raised the loan from the bank that he'll make a new account for me so I don't have to buy new computer for myself. Well, one mistake I made, cuz I should've buyed it for myself. I started explaining that my life has value whether or not I had a girlfriend, that i don't care what he thinks of me, i care for life, ALL life, for facts, and i'll fight even if it takes my whole life till new system of equality is implemented here on earth. Of course he couldn't comprehend what i was saying in a state he was in, threatening me he'll beat me cuz i'm annoying him, he emphasized he's 'older' than me, therefore i'm just a stupid kid who should listen to the words of big brother. I said then: you'll beat me? well, feel free to try, i have no fear in me, and fortunately, i know how to defend myself which makes me no better than anyone else in any way whatsoever, but really i don't want to kick your butt, i want that we respect each other, and share things cuz that's how we have a more fulfilling life. It's sad that we live 2gether and yet he cuz he's frustrated on his job due to stupid thinking he's been programmed to repeat in his mind the same thought patterns and not realizing that he's doing it to himself. And almost on a day-to-day basis, he comes home, starts insulting me that i'm stupid, that my life is empty due to my interest in stuff such as this what this site represents, using me as a sort of a 'punching bag' to satisfy his need for the emotions he has become addicted to on a chemical level (watch 'What the bleep do we know') and not at all aware of what he's doing. Somehow, i turned myself into some sort of victim, although I don't accept that bullshit any more. And I was a warrant when he raised the loan from his bank to buy his 'precious little shiny' Alfa Romeo car. I pointed out to that fact when he was enraged & on his ego trip trying to forbid me access to the computer and i asked him politely to stop bullshitting. Never has he said he's sorry for calling me hm, lets count: idiot, stupid little bro, monkey, & similar shit. As you can see, even my own family sucks, except for my mom, she's been raised as a loving caring person full of compassion & understanding, my parents are divorced, haven't seen my dad since october last year when we met in one restaurant in Rijeka, Croatia where he buyed me a pizza and we had a conversation. Man, now I really outwrote myself

. well, now you see me that i'm just a human being with problems like everyone else, and i'm stuck with my brother for i have enslaved myself by raising loan from the bank, now my salary is a joke, i waste it in one week, if my mom haven't been supportive, i'd probably starve to death, and i'm grateful beyond words could ever tell. I trusted my bro that we'll share things, no fighting, no arguing, just appreciation & mutual respect and he almost ruined it all. i won't ever allow that to happen, i'm using the principle of tough love, and will not bow down, i will stand my ground & be strong. There's so much more i wanna say, but this will have to do, for now. I love you, ppl, never give up, always be aware of our common heritage!